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Wild Western Woman

Well, so be it.
Here I am. online again... FINALLY.
She loves me.
Soon, I will seek comfort in words.

oops.

Well. It has been awhile...
New year. And then some- new city. Same as the old.
I wonder- wonder wonder, if I can say what it is I need to say..
I wonder if I need to at all.
Until.

A less "intense" approach

Well.Should I toss the last shred morsel of pride I’ve to my name; call, or just close up shop. And bid ye farewell..

Why can't I find my instruction manual!

23 - Above all else, guard your heart, for it affects everything you do.

Sold - To the older gentleman, with keen interest in my painting.
Mine.
Thank you.

Sometimes being noticed- is musing enough.
***
Emergency!
She need’s I.D. that would be 6 years past.
A death is approaching.
A woman to admire.
She made it all look so simple.
And never failed to understand.
Else try.
The count down started.
And still no ID.
***
Stumbling nervously.
Having never considered this side of things.
Misunderstood.
Words tangled on the tip of my tongue tugging loose
Erratically.
***
I have not what it takes
To hurt you,
this way.
For if it was I- a coward would not have been allowed

In hindsight.
Of course.

Simply eccentric-
My only defence.
I beg from you pardons-
For I meant nothing of the sort.
Believe me-
Please.
.

Did you know Nutella® does not melt. Who knew.

ring ring

I called my mother today.
And Yesterday.
A big deal.
Always been a little weird. Always a little off.
Wondered what her deal was.
unhappy? insecure?
Possibilities.
My father was a pretty good hitch. Loyal. Very Loyal.
She had things when I was a child that I depended on..
Like knowing that place where the sun stained her throat Always.
That the lines there, I saw emerging from her youth. They were mine too.
I called my mother today, and yesterday.
She changed her number.

Again.